Monday, April 27, 2009

Crazy Little... tear?

What's The point of tears? Alot of people associate tears with sadness, and i know i surely do. But why? Crying doesnt happen only when were sad.
I cried yesterday because i was excited. I cried because Worshipping touches my heart so deeply. Thinking about how i have someone who loves me unconditionally, will always forgive me and has a special plan for me. Thats something worth crying for.
You know why i cried the other day? I was bored. I wasnt crying because i was bored.. but i had nothing else to do so i just cried. I cry at sad, happy sweet, special, fear, and i think that ALL of it is beautiful. No Shame in tears. It doesnt make you a sissy.. it makes you beautiful, because tears are the most pure way of showing emotion,,, they dont lie, they just are there to show you something

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Welcome

So i'm thinking, soulmates? Do you believe in them? I do. I believe that everyone is in your life for a reason. The problem is, I have such a hard time waiting for God to show me his will. What if my soulmate is here, right in front of me? What if he lives a thousand mies away? How will i meet him? What if I have met him and told him to "get lost?" What if.......
well i hope that he finds me because I have been searching. I know I know, im too young to wonder and worry about this, but i just cant help it.